Abu Saif (Jordan)

Maybe i am just one of another that always feel deepply when i can relate. Today, Abu Saif (Allahyarhamhu) just passed away. I remember all of his kindness, the spirit to help strangers like us in arab land, though he was only a van driver. Sometimes, his children become our pediatric patients too. I saw his eyes, his tired eyes, just to fight for another day, perhaps for his children and wife. Just then to be back home peacefully in this holy month. Why did I feel so crashed? This heart.

I don't know when is my time.

And I know my sins are a lot more.

I just couldn't think what will it be tomorrow.

The thing is, what we give is always ours. Always.

You save 100 in your bank, how can you guarantee it will be yours? 

Give that 100 to someone needed, then its yours eternally :)

Abu Saif- what i learn.

Don't wait until you are famous, richer or millionaire to give.

Just give, even if nobody knows your name. Nobody cares.

Nobody sees. That-millionaire-have-it-all just maybe won't ever come.

Just give whatever you have.

Makhluk dan kerajaan di langit sentiasa ada memayungi.

And there are always a lot to learn.

Sometimes, you just don't have to speak. The gestures, the existences, the smiles with the frowns, the watery eyes, the sweats always win over cheap talks.

Ahhh, it even wins over cheap words in this blog also.

I am too far behind you, ya aba saif.

Still learning.

Allah, please be grace to him.

Please make it ease for his left family to feel peace in faith in this great calamity

He is a cancer fighter.

Asking this a lot: Why do good people always leave early?