November Rain :)

I just love everything about november and rain.

Alhamdulillah. Though those hard core memories are hard to be washed away, I think I start healing. Last november and this november won't be the same of course. Yesterday, today and tomorrow also won't be the same. Everything's changed, and I just have to try harder, really harder to get used to things that come and go.

Nothing.
Just my heart was made this way.
And maybe this is my kind of  'life-long struggles'.

Had many questions build up in my head, everything about people, heart, politics, 2016, economy, my future, my way of death, future children, groupsss of islamist, and everything lah. But got no time to extract and eat them well. And lazy also. Lazy like, whatever it is, whatever kind of answers or thinking it might be, it will, still be the same. As long as this country is not in a war I guess.

So, hmm no need to think. Let's dance in the rain.

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November attachment is the best so far, and suddenly liking Resto. (Back in school days, Resto got me the very worst mark, and the one that always bring my average down sebab 4 credit hour okay sobss! Always ter-sleep during Resto lectures. Resto hates me I think). Scary thing is most people say we will eventualy end up pursuing subjects that you dislike. Takutnya! Kalau jadi betul memang nak kena siapa yang buat quote tu. Tunggu bulan 12 ni Paeds, mungkin Paeds?